these are one of those nights when i miss having a boyfriend, who i can just call and not feel any kind of awkwardness or uneasiness, just a simple call and my mood would change to tired to pleasant by his voice, etc. However, even though i was once in love, it was, young love. And there was a reason it ended, and therefore there are several reasons why I choose not to be involved with anyone currently.
But I do wish I could just cuddle up in bed with someone and the rest of the world wouldn’t matter. it would just be me & him.